Well it’s been awhile. 

A pandemic, a death, a new property. Gained a lot of weight, a new car and a ton disappointment.

Saw new things, lost old things, but some how still the same. 

Afraid, sad, hiding, tired. 

I think that’s it. I’ll see you in a few years… when I remember about this again. 

I'm really bad at blogging.

its been fours years since my last posting. Jeepers creepers!! I have been threw 3 cats, 2 cars, travelled to 4 countries( including my own), I have loved and lost, meet many people from, um, everywhere and even somehow found myself.
Someone, an old friend reminded me about this blog. And it always seems to creep back to me when I least expect it. And it reminds me of another thing, slow down. Watch the palm tree sway. Breathe in the fresh humid air. Feel the warmth of the sun.

Sweet breakfast on toast

Wow Its has been over a year since I wrote here. I am still in the prairies and hating every moment. I figured it out alright. DON'T LIVE HERE!!
I have a good job that pays well with good people to work with.
Recently my best friend passed away and I am really lonely and upset. Noone here has come to check on me besides my family. I guess I expected alot more from my friends but now I know that what I thought they were was just my imagination.

Its winter here which means I hibernate for 4 months and this year clean out all my junk I dont need or use.

I also went to a beautiful wedding. Which gives me happiness that there is love in this world. I haven't found it yet but I really haven't been looking either.

In The Prairies...

I am in the dry, cold prairies for a little bit. To be with family, friends and until the snow melts over the mountains. Then I will return to the island or perhaps go somewhere else. I'm here to find out what else I can do besides what I have been doing, which does not make me happy.

 It's flat and brown.

Wide open spaces. Nothing here but me and my thoughts.

okay lets walk the dogs

Still not to sure how to use this so I am going to walk dogs with heg

in alberta

Trying to get this on my phone. I'm here for a little while gotta fi
gure out my future.

new roads have pot holes too