Wow Its has been over a year since I wrote here. I am still in the prairies and hating every moment. I figured it out alright. DON'T LIVE HERE!!
I have a good job that pays well with good people to work with.
Recently my best friend passed away and I am really lonely and upset. Noone here has come to check on me besides my family. I guess I expected alot more from my friends but now I know that what I thought they were was just my imagination.

Its winter here which means I hibernate for 4 months and this year clean out all my junk I dont need or use.

I also went to a beautiful wedding. Which gives me happiness that there is love in this world. I haven't found it yet but I really haven't been looking either.